Just a little bit about me ...

25 years ago, I starved myself, regularly. Burned myself with cigarettes, occasionally. Cut myself when it got really bad. And, would go "out there" any time the world felt like too much; which was a majority of the time.  My mind went very fast, all of the time. So fast that I could only stand still. I couldn't hold a job.. I had nightmares, most nights. Migranes, all too often. I was addicted to pain. Horror films were my favorite genre. And, I was suicidally depressed. Yet, from the outside i seemed perfectly "normal."

Who am I today? I don't cut or burn myself. I don't starve myself, or go "out there." I don't find others to hurt me. I make a good living doing what I love to do. I am in a loving healthy Partnership since 1991. I don't suffer from Migranes or nightmares. And, I don't want to engage in any of that, anymore. I am profoundly happy.

I am proof that it is possible to get here, in this life, in this mind; from where I started, Hell.